If I Had A Boat

God I want to be desperate. I want to be hungry. Stir it up within me... please. Help me to do my part... You were always dear to my heart. When I choose to roam, please be careful... Hold me. Hold me close. I know you say that you will, but... I’m asking. I know that you like being asked. So I’m asking. I know they all look so pretty, but they’re all just empty shells to me. I’ve been loving you for far too long, making plans for far too long... I can’t go back now. So protect me. It’s about time I moved on. It’s about time I stepped out. It’s about time I pushed the limits... I want to push and push and push and push... Because I feel You pushing me. Help my feeling.... Sometimes it seems that I don’t feel... I can’t hear the noise that moves so soft and slow. Without You I break hearts. With You, I mend them. I want to see hearts mended. Here. Now.... in my generation. See them, Lord. See them... Because if I had a boat, I would sail to You. Hold you in my arms. Tell You that I’m true... Once I had a dream, people told me that it died, but I’m still pointed north, hoping for the shore. Because I won’t eat until my Father’s at the table... I won’t drink until the devil’s turned to dust. So I want to learn to trust... Trust.

See through the nothings. Find a few somethings. And please, hold them to Your heart...

I love You.